Do you ever “cruise” YouTube?
I’m going to confess that I do—a lot. Not only that, sometimes I do it when I’m
supposed to be doing something else, usually writing. It really is a giant time
suck, and I think the challenge of watching just one video should sit right up
there along side that decades-old challenge of eating just one potato chip. I’m
sure the more serious minded and the more sober of character among us likely
have no trouble at all giving YouTube a pass. I’ve never claimed to be either of
those things—serious minded or sober of character. I am, after all an author. We
tend to be neurotic and full of whimsy by nature.
Lately, I’m an author who
should put more time BICFOK (butt in chair, fingers on keyboard) than I do. So
far, I haven’t been challenged on this YouTube cruising habit of mine—truly a
time wasting habit—but if I am, I have my “explanation” ready, and in this, I’m
blessed. You see, I’m a writer, therefore everything I do can be considered
research.
There is some truth to that, in
fact. If I could ask for something “more” for myself it really would be more
self-discipline. I really do need more of that elusive quality. I try not to
beat myself up about things. I’m in my sixties, after all, and I’ve spent most
of my life “taking care of business” as it were. I’ve worked outside the home,
kept the home, and raised my kids, all at the same time. I’ve seen 51 novels
published since my first book came out in 2007. That’s an average of 5 novels a
year, which isn’t too bad a record at all.
And still, I do beat myself up
over this time-wasting part of my character. I’m not certain I know how to curb
it, either. And just when I think I do, I see something on YouTube that is not
only compelling, it underscores themes which for better or worse find expression
in my novels. If you think my erotic romance novels are only about sex, I would
suggest you read one. They have sex in them, yes, but that’s not what they’re
about. They’re about people, and relationships and life.
But I digress. I wanted to tell
you about a video I watched a couple of months ago on YouTube. (Another
digression here for those who aren’t so familiar with this medium. If you see
something you really like on YouTube, bookmark it. Otherwise, finding it again
can be an exercise in frustration and futility.) This particular video I wanted
to tell you about was part of a documentary on a senior citizen’s center,
highlighting the effect the programs there had on the lives of those who
participated, people who might otherwise just stay home alone all the time. This
one woman couldn’t say enough about what a change the center had brought to her
life. Her being able to attend that program gave her something to look forward
to. The program ran weekdays, and she went every single day it was
available.
One of the workers at the
center asked her what she did with her time the other two days of the week,
Saturday and Sunday, when there was no program running. She admitted to this
worker that if she didn’t have something to keep her busy, she might
possibly go mad.
So, she’d found an activity she
could do, right there at home. The filmmaker’s cameras recorded her industry.
Apparently, there was a huge amount of “junk mail” that came to her house
through the week. On the weekends, then, she’d sit on her sofa, with that pile
of junk mail on one side of her, and a garbage bag on the other. And what she
did to keep busy was to open each piece of mail, and then proceed to tear each
page of it into small pieces, which she then deposited into the garbage bag.
This wasn’t by any means a speedy process for her. This lady didn’t move very
quickly and it took her time to reduce full pages of paper to small
bits.
I don’t think I can adequately
explain to you why this affected me so deeply. On the one hand, I was beyond sad
that there didn’t seem to be any family about to visit her, and that her
“living” moments appeared to be relegated only to the days and hours the
senior’s center was open. On the other hand, I was in awe of her positive
attitude. It didn’t matter if what she’d chosen to do with her time was to a
great purpose, or not; it only mattered that what she chose to do kept her
busy.
A lot of my stories touch on
the resiliency of the human spirit. I tend to look at the cup as being half full
instead of half empty. And while many believe that hard times only bring out the
worst in people, I tend to think that there are at least as many who shine in
those circumstances, as those who don’t.
That wise old counselor,
Anonymous, really had it right. He said, and it is true: Life really is five
percent what happens to you, and ninety-five percent how you handle
it.
Love,
Morgan
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